Im not supossed to be happy. I know im not. If i was then i would be happy by now. Nothing good stays in my life. If i was then the most important part of who i am would be right. But its not, and im not. There is no god. No being, no matter how powerful or whatever, he is could be this evil. Dont come up to my door preaching your bible shit because i will pull a knife on you. Dont tell me someone is watching over me because your full of shit. Dont tell me things get better, thats your life, not mine. I dont like people and i probably dont like you unless your one of the few people i give a shit about.